it’s unpredictable. you never know what’s going to happen. you prepare for the best, and the worst happens. you prepare for the worst, and you’re pleasantly surprised. you never know what’s lurking around the next corner. and worst of all, it seems completely random.
i believe in the law of attraction, so when things don’t go the way that i expected them to, it’s extra confusing.
i was THIS close to having something that i wanted, and it came so unexpectedly, but once it was within my grasp, i lost it. i rack my brain to find what i did wrong. did i have negative thoughts or resistance towards it? did i have doubts that it was mine? i don’t know. i thought i did everything right, but maybe i tried too hard. maybe i wanted it too bad. maybe i didn’t believe enough.
however, the positive side is that it’s not over. i have another chance – i have endless chances to make it right. just put it back out into the universe. don’t stress about it. i know it’s mine.
the worst thing about life is that it’s unpredictable. but it’s also the best part. the most amazing, unexpected things can happen. and that’s what makes life exciting.
that’s what makes it worth living.